Monday, October 13, 2008

first love

Hello,

Today's topic is first love. Now I know, I'm only in 8th grade, what do I know about love? I guess I can't really awnser that question accuratly can I? But I do know that you can only have one first love. Although it probably won't last forever, you should never forget that person. now is a good time to look back and figure out who your first love is. my first love was not glamorous, or a brilliant mind. he was regular old joe nobody. Yet he was a huge somebody in my life. he was Thern Bagley. his mom is a single woman struggling with thern's older brother's constant run-ins with the law, his dad is a truck driver and his role model. he was held back a year in school. this was the cause of us meeting in fourth grade. we both sat in the back of the class and rode the same bus. nobody really seemed to like him much and i felt sorry for him. the good one third of me (i'll explain this three part phenomena at a later date) said to go and be nice to him even if it was pretty superficial. after a while i learned more about him and we became steadfast friends. he had a pretty short temper because of all the stress he was under. he was in a specialhelp class and was bullied constantly by the meanest kid in school, his grades were really bad, and his mom was too busy suppourting her family to really spend a lot of time with him, the sinlings that he had were a sister who was too old to connect with and a brother who was almost always in jail. i'd really like to be making this up but i'm not. he lived in the trailer park across from my neighborhood and would often come over and hang out. on my birthdays and on christmas he would give me gifts after a while he started giving me things on valentines day too. every so often he would take me to the movies or out to dinner, this was usually for his birthday. his mom and i would argue about who would pay for tickets and concessions. during the summer he would go with his dad on the semi. his dad's most prominent rule was that he could have one phone call (not including calls to his mom and other family) he calls me. this year after telling me the highlights of the summer he said that he was going to miss me. me was going to live with his dad so that his brother would not be around him.

Monday, October 6, 2008

adrenaline rushes

Sup,

Today's subject is adrenaline rushes. Your heart races, your digestion slows, time seems to move at a crawl. God I love adrenaline. Some one scares you, you get really excited, you're in a dark place by yourself. God I love adrenaline. I get an adrenaline rush when I watch certain episodes of Danny Phantom or I sing a part of a song that I really love. God I love adrenaline. Don't you? Speaking of adrenaline I made a youtube account recently and I need some friends. My username is adrenalinelover. I hope to get some videos on there soon.